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Sally's pregnancy scare

Of Human Bondage

Sally’s pregnancy scare is a false alarm that nevertheless becomes a decisive test of Philip Carey’s ideas about freedom, responsibility, and the future. Believing Sally may be pregnant, he prepares to abandon his long-planned travels and marry her; when she tells him the suspicion was mistaken, he finds himself grieving the very future he thought he had to give up.

The Suspicion and Philip’s Response

About three weeks after returning to London, Philip notices that Sally is unusually quiet and that her expression has changed. When he asks what is wrong, she does not look at him directly. He understands what she means before she can explain it, and the possibility of a pregnancy strikes him with immediate force: his heart beats quickly, and the colour leaves his face. He cannot bring himself to finish his question. Sally says that she is not certain and that perhaps everything will be all right. At the corner of Chancery Lane, where they usually part, she takes his hand and asks him not to worry yet.

The uncertain news collides with plans Philip has already elaborated in detail. He has been imagining Spain as the first stage of a wider journey, and has researched medical posts aboard ships, comparing their routes and conditions. He has ruled out the Orient and P&O because of the difficulty of securing a berth and the limited freedom for a ship’s medical officer. Less desirable services, he believes, could take him through ports in the East and perhaps onward to the South Pacific. He pictures travel from Tokyo or Shanghai, and possible journeys inland in Burma, Sumatra, or Borneo. To Philip, these routes promise not merely a change of place but contact with the intensity and variety of life he believes he has been waiting to experience.

Responsibility Against the Imagined Life

Philip initially tries to treat the suspected pregnancy as an accident that should not alter his purpose. He imagines that Griffiths would dismiss the news as an inconvenience and leave Sally to manage alone, but Philip cannot make that response his own. He tells himself that Sally knew the risks, that the event was inevitable, and that he could provide her with money without changing his plans. Yet he recognizes that he could not travel in peace if he knew she was unhappy. Her trust and kindness, and the good treatment he has received from her parents, make abandonment feel intolerable to him.

He therefore resolves to marry Sally quickly. He plans to write to Doctor South, tell him of the marriage, and accept the practice if the offer remains open. The decision means giving up his imagined voyages for work among poor people, where he believes his club-foot would matter less and his wife’s ordinary manners would not be judged. He pictures a house near the sea, the ships passing beyond it, and a domestic life in which he and Sally would watch their child grow. The vision brings him a tender feeling toward both Sally and the child he believes may be his. He frames the sacrifice as beautiful, and the thought fills him with such excitement that he cannot read and walks through the streets eager to see Sally’s happiness when he makes his offer.

The False Alarm and Its Reversal

When they meet again, Sally tells Philip that everything is all right and that it was a false alarm. She asks whether he is glad. Philip had been so certain that her suspicion was correct that he had not seriously considered another outcome. The news restores his freedom to continue his plans, but the freedom produces no exhilaration. Instead, he feels dismay: the life he had pictured with Sally and their child disappears, and the future he had wanted to reclaim appears empty.

The reversal exposes a change in what Philip understands himself to want. During the scare, he had regarded the possible child as an obstacle to travel and had tried to defend his ambitions against it. Yet, once he has imagined accepting responsibility, he cannot return to his former desires with relief. The open future that had seemed full of possibility now resembles a sea from which a haven has been lost. Sally’s false alarm does not permanently settle the course of their relationship, but it reveals that Philip’s longing for freedom has become entangled with his need for attachment and a life shared with another person.

The Meaning of the Episode

The episode turns on a contrast between Philip’s elaborate plans and his response when those plans appear to be taken away. His travels are mapped in practical detail, down to shipping routes and possible inland excursions, while his imagined marriage gathers emotional force in a few domestic particulars: a house by the sea, passing ships, and a child. Neither future is realized by the scare itself. What changes is Philip’s sense of their value: the prospect of responsibility first appears to demand a sacrifice, but its removal leaves him feeling bereft.

The false alarm also tests the principles Philip has formed around chance and the pattern of life. He attempts to explain the suspected pregnancy as inevitable and to keep it from diverting his purpose, but his own feelings defeat that reasoning. His decision to marry would have been an act of responsibility toward Sally, not simply compliance with a plan; his disappointment after the news shows that the imagined commitment has become meaningful in its own right. The scene therefore makes freedom more complicated than the ability to leave. Philip remains free to travel, yet discovers that the future he had pictured without ties may no longer be enough.